Devious Journal Entry

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"I found someone, it just happened out of the blue, but even though I'm a moving on, it doesn't mean that I don't still love you, and you'll always have a place here in my heart, but somehow in this new life I've begun, I've found someone."
What ever happened to being wanted?
To being loved? I'm seriously so fucking confused. I really don't understand. How did I go to being loved to being alone and unhappy.
I'm laying here in the dark with headphones in, leaning my head back against my pillow, with my neck tilted, just kinda crying as I listen to music, thinking about the way my ex used to kiss me and hold me when I felt this way. Thinking about being wanted and then all of a sudden... not.
I'm getting real upset and all I want to do is tell you how much I fucking love you and still want you.
I'm so fucking over being this way, it's been almost four years.
I wish I could just stop this..
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